I wish that I had been alive when judy was in her prime. I know she had special relationships with fans and I would have tried to save her. I know that sounds ridiculous but I have read so many of her biographies and watched so many of her films, including the non-musicals and I think that she was a very lonely person. So lonely in fact that she allowed people to use her just so she wouldn't be alone. It was her so called friends and managers and husbands that caused her death. When I watch her I feel amazed, awed, happy, envious, sad and pity for her. She will be in my mind and heart forever.
When I think of her I am kind of speechless. So much talent, so much spirit and life. She was a true mythical Phoenix rising from the ashes time and time again.